Just dropping in to say hi for those of you that haven't forgotten who I am. I logged in today to find a bajillion messages to sift through. One exciting part of it is that my Shy Stamp is up to 235 favorites! That's so cool!

I've been really bad about posting anything, but I suppose I have some good excuses. I started university this fall, and I'm completely bogged down with essays and studying. Also, when I went to draw on my tablet recently, I noticed that my stylus pen is missing! I have looked everywhere, and I have no idea where it has gone! So now I have to save up to replace it. RAWRRR!

Anyhoo, I still post on my poetry account sometimes. I've also started a mySpace so I can keep in contact with friends and post piccas. [link]

Let's see... I'm occasionally on Subeta to satisfy my paperdollish addictions (my username is Hani there) [link] .

I'm so far behind on comments, journals, and all that good stuff. >_< Some crazeh awful things have happened here with the family. It's not something I can really share here, so I apologize. I'm doing fine, but I've been extremely busy with helping out.

I have started a photo account here on dA for those of you who want a glimpse into some fun moments. I made the account so my family could print pictures more easily.

Also, I stole a taggage from someone

1) Full name?
Lisa The rest is private.

2) Male/Female?
Female.

3) Were you named after anyone?
No.

4) Does your name mean anything?
Oath of God (Hebrew). It's also some ancient god. I can't remember exactly, and I don't feel like digging out my Book of Gods.

5) Nickname(s)?
Hani, Hani Bani, Shami, Shamimi, Kund, Babe XD

6) What do you think you look like?
sorta tall, thin, short pixie hairdo, nerdy pink glasses

7) Date of birth?
March 24 1981

8) Place of birth and current location?
Georgia.

9) Nationality?
Caucasian. Mix of Irish, English, Native American, German...etc

10) Astrology sign?
Pisces/Aries

11) Chinese astrology sign?
Cock XD

12) Religion?
no thanks

13) What's your favorite smell?
honeysuckles

14) Political position?
none, but would probably be considered liberal by most.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Sparkling water with a dash of blueberry juice.

16) Hair + eye color?
dark brown + gray/green/yellow (hazel)

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
errrmm I don't think so really

18) What do you look like?
me?

19) Any unusual talents?
hmm...I can actually burp really loud i give good massages.

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
righty

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
bi

22) What do you do for a living?
soon to be student, about to start interning at a pharmacy

23) What do you do for fun?
gaming, hanging out with hubby & family, drawing, running, collecting cute things

24) Materials to work with?
paper, pencils, erasers, tablet, adobe photoshop

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
everything

26) Have you met your grandparents?
Only one set. My mother's parents died in a mysterious drowning accident before I was born.

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
boyfriend/husband, yes.

28) Crush?
absolutely my hubbeh

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
errrm. i'm married. but if i were single...Sayid from Lost

30) Current worries?
My niece. Some really unsettling events are in place right now.

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
^_^ Shiro, Miko, Arashii, Sukeile, Nunheh, and so many more.. but I'm too tired to type them all. But you know who you are dernit!!

34) Do you burn or tan?
tan

35) Ever break a bone?
Yes. Several.

36) What is your favorite cereal?
Organic Raisin Bran stuffle

37) Person you cry with?
My hubbeh. My sistah. Myself.

38) Any sisters?
One.

39) Any brothers?
Nuu.

40) Any pets?
If you count my mother's, 3 kitty cats + the town strays. XD

41) An illness?
Panic Disorder + Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, chronic pain

42) A pager?
nupe

43) A personal phone line?
nupe

44) A cell phone?
sorta.

45) A visible birthmark?
yar, but it's a secret.

46) A pool or hot tub?
don't have either, but i like both.

47) A car?
Copper 2005 Pontiac Grand Prix

48) Personality?
Shy, Anxious, Passionate

49) Driving?
I hate driving, but I'm working on not freaking out and not cussing every person in front of me. I mean, why in the hell
are they in my way?

50) Your clothing style?
Fitted, comfy, cutesy, bright, stripey, spotty, all-sorts-of-shapesy, sexy

51) Room?
Staying in a spare bedroom at my mums for now. It's actually quite nice now that we've settled in.

52) What’s missing?
My career. Working on getting there though.

53) School?
Starting in fall if I can find my damned immunization forms.

54) Bed?
Queen Serta Crystal Magnolia Pillowtop __

55) Relationship with your parents?
Patching things with my mum still. My biological dad is a loser.

56) Do you believe in yourself?
not really. working on that department.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?
not really.

58) Consider yourself a good listener?
yah, i at least i hope so.

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
becoming a successful pharmacist as well as writing/illustrating a children's book on the side.

60) Get along with your parents?
didn't you already ask this in a different form?

61) Save your e-mail conversations?
no.

62) Pray?
in some form, probably.

63) Believe in reincarnation?
i believe it's possible, sure.

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
Yes.

65) Like to talk on the phone?
hmmmm. i could do without it i think.

66) Like to eat?
yes! it's quite enjoyable. but i'm not one to overdo it.

67) Like to exercise?
sometimes a bit too much. i've been known to hurt myself because i get overexcited with weightlifting, running,
or whatever i'm doing.

68) Like to watch sports?
eww, no!

69) Sing in the car?
sure as long as the music is louder than me.

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?
ones about my traumatic past, a strange one i always have about pulling a neverending gob of yarn out of my throat/mouth,
then another about pulling neverending pieces of glass out of my tongue.

71) Dream in color?
Yes.

72) Do you have nightmares?
Yes. And I'm medicated because of them.

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal?
Oh yes!

74) What's right next to you?
Pringles, my purse, a remote control, and a gray neck pillow.

75) What's on your favorite mug?
Dejiko from Di Gi Charat

76) What's on your mouse pad?
I'm not using one--on a laptop.

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?
Bubblemint.

78) Your brand of deodorant?
Secret unscented.

79) Your dream honeymoon spot?
Thailand--exotic resort scene

80) Your dream husband/wife?
my current one just as crazy as me, and willing to work through issues rather than avoid them.

81) What's hiding in your closet?
clothes, blankets, books, toys

82) Under your bed?
My clothes. Not much storage here

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?
Jason

84) Your bad time of the day?
anytime in the am & 5-8pm

85) Your worst fear(s)?
being alone in public, driving alone, interstate driving in general, death, mice/rats, errrm i know there's more but my meds
are kicking in.

86) What's the weather like?
humid, pretty warm, some rain today but scattered.

87) Your favorite time of year?
Warm & sunny times But the crisp chill of fall is welcome too.

88) Your favorite holiday?
Kissmas

89) A material weakness?
Hello Kitty O_O and all things cute. Pillows. Clothes. Shoes. Nerdy gadgets and thingamajigs.

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like?
errm Fried Green Tomatoes? Red Wine Vinegar on Egg Whites? I dunno.

91) At the top of your "to do list"?
Find my damned immunization forms!

92) The hardest thing about growing up?
bills. T_T

93) A pet peeve?
people who cough or sneeze and don't cover their mouths. ick. T_T loud nose-breathers.

94) Your scariest moment?
don't want to talk about it right now. it's pretty personal.

95) Your attitude about love?
murrrrrrr <3 <3 I love love!

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done?
funniest.. dunno. desperate, i think i'll spare you that story.

97) The worst feeling in the world?
Breaking something to a loved one that will completely destroy them/turn their world upside-down--and not being able
to comfort them.

98) The best feeling in the world?
Hugs, cuddling, feeling useful/helpful.

99) Who sent this to you?
Angeeeeeeh!

100) 5 people to send this test too?
All of you!

I stolez from
1. What is your one FLAWLESS talent?
Ummmm. I'm really good at researching. I think I'm aweshum at cooking and giving backrubs. Oh, and pouting.

2. A new food/ tasty thing you have recently discovered:
My aunt's green beans. They are friggin great!

3. Name a few guilty pleasures you have:
Online Gaming
Ladyfingers
Occasionally getting drunk on rum or wine (been forever )
Hello Kitty anything! (nuuu, wait, I don't feel guilty for that )

4.Something that has been bothering you lately:
I need to go back to school, and I am struggling with what I want to do. I was planning on going for art, but the demand for artists is pretty low and the pay is not great. So I've been looking into pharmacist school, but I don't know if I'm too late to get in for this fall.

5. Something that made you happy recently:
Kitty Cats! My mom has a few that live outside here, and they are keeping me wonderful company. 2 of them were abused as kittens and are supershy, yet they are already talking to me and giving me kisses.

6. What are you listening to now, in terms of music? (if there is no music what did you listen to last?)
I haven't listened to much music lately. I think I listened to TOOL last.

7. On the subject of music, what kind of music seems to have peaked your interest lately:
I like dance/techno at the moment. It makes me feel happy

8. How often do use Japanese phrases?
Not really heard from me unless I'm watching anime or a foreign film and it slips out.

9. What do you plan on doing with your life:
I'm pretty confused on the subject, but right now I'm dreaming of a pharmacist job.

10. A burning passion you have:
To illustrate and write a children's book.

11. Cutest couple you know here on DA!
hmmm can't say I know any.

12. Did you ever own a Neopets account, and if so what was your user name?
Yah. My pet is probably starving. I think my username was Blasphemare.

13. What do you think of when you look at a sunset?
Relaxing, sleeping, mixed drinks, peaches.

14. What is one thing you have really been itching to do lately?
get our own apartment again and run around nekkid in it

15. What element would you consider yourself?
mix of Fire and Water. I seesaw between the two extremes.

16. Something that has made you very sad/ nervous:
being sick, medical bills

17. What is one thing you ALWAYS keep track of?
dA, Gaia Online

18. Favorite number EVER!!!!
6

19. Do you consider yourself to be a genius in any field?
hmmm. I'll get back to you on that.

20. A hobby you have that not everyone knows:
cooking, gardening

21. The ideal age of a person is:
24-25

22. Your room is...
not really mine, but it will do. I'm half living out of a suitcase, but it's nice because I have some of my personal things around me, a good book to read, and my computer.

23. Describe your mood, now, in one word:
I'm feeling a bit edgy this morning. Hormones are giving me nightmares lately. RAWRRR! Damn ye, womanhood!

24. What do you think of fangirls?
Meh. I don't care either way. Just people.

25. Your favorite word/phrase:
I dunno. I have a lot of weird phrasings. O_O Probably too many to list. Online, I probably say *hugs* more than anything. Other than that, I use the word "aweshum" a little too much.

26. Your ideal place to be...
A Thai resort, overlooking the ocean. Peaceful.

27. What is your favorite reality TV show?
I can't say I've been watching them lately. I'll stick with cartoons and comedies.

28. Something you have always hated with a fiery passion:
Country music, religious pushers, mice

29. Any last words before you tag 3 people?
I luff trees!

I tag whoevah

Whelp, I've made it to my destination alive, but it's proven to be much more stressful than I expected. The United States is just SO much bigger than I ever expected, and the 20 hours of flattened cornfields made my brains hurt so bad. The shock of being in a new environment is always hard as well, so I'm still adjusting to being around family members. Bad memories are resurfacing, but this may be a good time for me to face the demons that have been haunting me for nearly 27 years. Speaking of 27 years, I'll be aged that many next Monday (the 24th), and it's kinda freaky. O_O

I'm feeling pretty tired still, so don't feel like posting much. *hugs and love*

Lisa

Jason and I are officially out of our apartment. Well, the movers have taken over there, and we are in limbo before our big move tomorrow morning. We'll be heading out first thing and then visiting Jason's grandpa in Oregon (who he's never met)--then heading for Idaho & Utah area. We're hoping the trip doesn't take us too long, but if the weather gets rough at any point we are just going to take our time. I'm looking forward to indulging in nice hotel hot tubs & yummy restaurants.

I'm a little bit nervous, but more excited about this move. I don't know why really. I just think it's going to be a great time!

Georgia is a long ways away, but at least I have a warm family waiting on me when I get there!

I hope for a HUGE creative burst of energy here on dA when I get back, and I can't wait to hear from you all again.

Love, Lisa

P.S. You cannot resist the cuteness of this deviation. It's just SO...well, you will see. Be sure to fullscreen for the FULL effect.